Thread:ChiisaiAoi/@comment-218.186.15.10-20130703182909/@comment-5714639-20130724023558

Again, I'm sorry that you're upset. I'm not sure if you will forgive me or stop feeling upset even if I do answer both paragraphs you've pointed out in that message. If it will cause you to stope feeling upset, I will gladly answer them to relieve the hurt that I've unknowingly caused.

As for my apology being insincere, I'm sorry that you think that. The truth is the truth, whether you want to believe so or not. I don't not have an unlimited amount of free time to do whatever I want, and although I wish I did, that isn't the case. If it were, I would be unemployed and desperate for work, which thankfully isn't the case. Although I know it's a insincere response for most people, from me it isn't. My work is erratic at best, and depending on how heavy a workload I have, I can or cannot rove the internet during the day as I like.

I don't like ignoring you, or anyone. When I saw that there were a few new comments waiting for me on my blog, I WAS HAPPY! I am happy to respond to you, even though I find this thread hurtful. I am trying to explain myself as best I can to you.

Sometimes, depending on the length of the reply, it takes time to write up. Plus I like to add quotes so that people know what I'm talking about when I do so (though this doesn't take up nearly as much time as the typing part). If you would like a long, thought-our reply, is a little bit of time really too much to ask for to type up a thoughtful response?

I don't want to bully you in any way, and I don't mean to ignore you! I'm being as sincere as I can, hoping that you will understand this.

'''I am sorry that I upset you. I really, truly am.'''

From the start, such a thing was not my intention. I've never wished you any harm, and the fact that I've caused you some is as painful for me as reading these comments. So I am trying to explain myself to you in hopes that you won't take my absence so personally.

It was nothing against you or anyone else: I needed to work to make money so that I can survive.